Chapter 14 Bible

I sat in the chair for a while and smoked a couple of cigarettes. Boy, I felt miserable. I felt so depressed, you cant imagine. I started talking out loud to Allie. I do sometimes when I get depressed. I’m sort of an atheist. I like Jesus and all. I like almost everyone in the Bible better than the Disciples. If you want to know the truth I liked the man that was a lunatic and all, that lived in the tombs and kept cutting himself with stones. I liked him ten times as much as the Disciples, that poor bastard. I bet a thousand bucks Jesus never sent Judas to hell. I sat up in bed and smoked another cigarette. It tasted lousy. I must’ve smoked around two packs since I left Pencey.